Keep StuRdy

I'm not sure if I can keep myself straight. There's a time when I can't read even a page of an article and I can't write even a paragraph of a statement, and all I can do is just cry (when no one is around). After being with myself... I get up and say I can do better (in denial).

The truth is, it is not easy. It feels like I'm in this journey all by myself. I didn't get much support from those whom I hope I can beg to. I guess I'm just too afraid to ask... asking favors such "Can you help me with this?" or "What do you think of..." or "Can you accompany me?" or "Can we go out for a walk together?" or "Would like to go out for cup of coffee?" or "Can we go for a short vacation? I just finish my exam!" or even "Can you turn the volume down, I'm trying to study".

Ahhh darn.

Hopeless!