COOKING

I love to cook. But im not a chef... I just cook something that people can eat... And so i dont feel hungry. 

No, i dont cook to prove that i'm a better person. Because never i will be... I will never be a better person if mom never feel happy for me or i can't make her happy.

Whenever i misses her, i try to connect. Sometime i texted her, sometime i called. But... But usually it happened at the wrong time. 

Whenever i misses her, i just cook... Anything that i can cook, and pretend that she is cooking my favorite meal for me.