Woman and flowers

There was the time when I love making fun of my sisters. There will never in one day, we didn’t fight… or shouting at each other. It has been a norm, sometimes I call them, “kau” / “lu” , and sometimes we call each other by inappropriate labels… “stupid” “kepala hotak” “mangkuk” “bongok”… and mom has tired of listening to all those craps… so she won’t say more… and one of us will get a slap. Once in a while she just played deaf…

And it is still happening…

There was the time Along told me… I have been quite defensive and sensitive. I take criticisms as a very bad and awful point of view. I rebel A LOT!

And to them… it means I am still their little girl who has grown so fast. I just need more time to learn and be like them. A Woman.

Now… I am slowly realized, this little girl, couldn’t take a risk by living without these women to guide her where and how to get everything right and perfect. I am losing these women. Yes… I can sense that.

When the first day Atik confessed to get married, my heart was pounding fast. For some points, of course it is good news to everyone… and on the other hand… she is leaving our house for sure. Definitely, we couldn’t spend more time together. God knows how I miss the time when she is mumbling over messy clothes /magazines around the house. Or when she found mom’s curtains / furniture did not fit with the modern era anymore. Or when she found the toilet is not yet is cleaned. Watching her with skulls and all those orthodontics accessories, I am proud to be her sister.

Then Along who has been a savior… who never stop doing all the laundry, continuing cooking even when mom always complaint about something missing in her dishes. She always picks up my calls… in no matter what situation. The best part about Along, she can be a very good middle person when something is not right between me and Atik or especially between me and mom. I am relieved when she gets Adelia in return... I believe they can make the best team possible.

When I got myself lost while driving, I call my sis.
I won’t see any other dentist but my own sis.
I let my sis to re-check my writing for any grammatically errors.
I won prizes for contest that entered by my sister (using my name)
I turn to my sis if I got myself stuck with no pennies left in my purse.
I ask them to fill up my particulars form.
I ask my sis to help me with banks transaction / registration.
I force them to apply a leave so we can spend time together.
I ask them to call the customer’s service to fix my problems.
My sister got me a job
I don't have much monnies to give to mom and my sis said "don't worry about it"
My sis is my 2nd Google
My sis will help me find things I have lost while I never stop crying… LOUD!
My sis wait for me after work, at the entrance of train station…. And made me believe “I can get a better phone after the lost”.
We used to call each other every hours just to ask “Kat maner ni?” / “Pukul berapa nak sampai rumah”?

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We used to...